3 Things I Love About Myself Today

33 Things I Love About Myself Today
1. My painted toe nails.
They are so cute and I think my get look super pretty. It made me so happy to do a little self-care thing like that.
2. Looking for a new job.
I looked in the newspaper, but did not see any positions that were in the field I wanted. I found a few online though.
3. Making time for my friends.
I have plans to do some stuff with my friends today. It might not pan out today, but I'm trying.

I've decided to start doing a little thing to make me feel better about myself and to boost my confidence.

I am going to start listing 3 things I love about myself everyday. I tried to do a food diary on tumblr, but recurved no feedback so I don't think I will be doing that any more.

I took my before pictures that are better quality than the ones I took a while ago.

I felt really sick when I woke up this morning and I am now seriously considering going back to a day job rather than a night job.  It's not the first time that I have felt so sick when waking up for work. I feel sick or sleep deprived almost constantly. I had to leave my friends to go to work and I feel like I missed out, a lot. That's not the first time I've had to do that either and the last time really sucked because Savanna had the time of her life and I was miserable at work. I put my resume into a couple of places at work force. I'm not really qualified for any of the jobs I want, but I don't want the job I have.

Update, update, and update

Ok. So, I am truly bad at following through. I know this. I'm going to keep trying though.

I got a second job and promptly lost my first. A lot of bullshit and politics there, but whatever.

I have bought a small juicer and plan to start making juices again for at least one meal a day maybe two. I decided to try frozen fruits and veggies rather than fresh because fresh veggies can go bad so quick and because it requires less effort.

I spent a lot of money and calories buying lunch at work rather than packing one like I did the first few days. I bought a lot of candy and chips and things.

Savanna has moved back and once she found out that I had PCOS became adamant about going on a diet with me for my health. I'm truly glad to have her in my life.

I'm not at home right now so getting everything in order has been a bitch. There are done self care things that I need to do over the next few days, like cleaning and washing my car, cleaning my room, getting my hair cut, and stuff like that.

I need to find a different time to set my alarm to blog because 11pm isn't really working anymore.