3 Things I Love About Myself Today

33 Things I Love About Myself Today
1. My painted toe nails.
They are so cute and I think my get look super pretty. It made me so happy to do a little self-care thing like that.
2. Looking for a new job.
I looked in the newspaper, but did not see any positions that were in the field I wanted. I found a few online though.
3. Making time for my friends.
I have plans to do some stuff with my friends today. It might not pan out today, but I'm trying.

I've decided to start doing a little thing to make me feel better about myself and to boost my confidence.

I am going to start listing 3 things I love about myself everyday. I tried to do a food diary on tumblr, but recurved no feedback so I don't think I will be doing that any more.

I took my before pictures that are better quality than the ones I took a while ago.

I felt really sick when I woke up this morning and I am now seriously considering going back to a day job rather than a night job.  It's not the first time that I have felt so sick when waking up for work. I feel sick or sleep deprived almost constantly. I had to leave my friends to go to work and I feel like I missed out, a lot. That's not the first time I've had to do that either and the last time really sucked because Savanna had the time of her life and I was miserable at work. I put my resume into a couple of places at work force. I'm not really qualified for any of the jobs I want, but I don't want the job I have.

Update, update, and update

Ok. So, I am truly bad at following through. I know this. I'm going to keep trying though.

I got a second job and promptly lost my first. A lot of bullshit and politics there, but whatever.

I have bought a small juicer and plan to start making juices again for at least one meal a day maybe two. I decided to try frozen fruits and veggies rather than fresh because fresh veggies can go bad so quick and because it requires less effort.

I spent a lot of money and calories buying lunch at work rather than packing one like I did the first few days. I bought a lot of candy and chips and things.

Savanna has moved back and once she found out that I had PCOS became adamant about going on a diet with me for my health. I'm truly glad to have her in my life.

I'm not at home right now so getting everything in order has been a bitch. There are done self care things that I need to do over the next few days, like cleaning and washing my car, cleaning my room, getting my hair cut, and stuff like that.

I need to find a different time to set my alarm to blog because 11pm isn't really working anymore.

Wow, it's been awhile...

Two weeks? Oh, well.

I have not been doing well as far as diet and exercise. I have had a hard time getting myself out of bed to walk Ebony.

I have two jobs now. It's not a great excuse, but I'm trying to figure out how to work both jobs and eat right and workout.

The biggest challenge is that I'm not working nights at Walmart right now. I should be on nights next week. I'm going to nights at the hospital tomorrow so I won't have any reason to be so lazy.

I have my problems with motivation, but I have made a commitment to take care of Ebony. I watch a lot of the TV show The Dog Whisperer to learn how to control her. It works pretty well for me, but I am unsure as to why my mom cannot get Ebony to behave.

I think of my mom starts walking the dog it would help her to be more assertive with the dog.

I have not made flavor water in a long time. Almost a month. I've been drinking a lot of soda. That's going to have to stop.

I am going to be doing a lot of house sitting for a few people over the next few weeks. It stresses me out to be away from home that long. The good thing is, I guess, that I will be making a few more bucks. I want to get rid of my debts and I am willing to whatever I have to.

Daily Update

Guess who's drinking wine and had with in the morning? Me!

I made brownies the other day and I have been eating at least 2 small brownies a day. Also! There are done Pepsi's in the fridge from Easter and I've been having at least one, usually two, each day for the past week or so.

I don't have a lot of self control when it comes to stuff like that. Well, I don't have much at all really.

I just want it gone. If it's fine then I won't see it and want it and drink/eat it.

Daily update

It's been an ok couple of days. I finally went to the grocery store and got a bunch of veggies. I don't think I will be eating salads very much anymore. I easy huge salads and then I'm hungry again half an hour later.

I am seeing the scale move down. That's nice. I hope that I can keep it up. Or down, whatever. Haha.

I've been really sleepy lately. It's all I want to do. When I start this second job I will have to stay extra motivated to do regular stuff and fitness stuff.

Daily Update

Did my first workout in a long time and it felt pretty good. I think now that I've done it I can remember why I enjoyed it so much in the past and how I lost almost 30lbs last summer.

I'm still having trouble with my diet. I eat candy at work all of the time. I am not sure how to get myself under control. I hope that this second job will be able to keep me on track by having a larger income. I also feel more focused when in at work sometimes because I feel like people are watching me.

Daily update

Ok, so it doesn't work great on days that I work to write at night, bit that's OK.

I finally made my fitspo board as well as a board for my workouts, workout schedule and a weight loss tracker.

I got home late from work and doubt want the light to keep me up and from sleeping, so I am going to wake up early to workout today.